dardar,
we have been together for 2 months le =)
today should be a very happy day for us..
i won't be expecting any presents from u..
just a simple outing & dinner will do..
but until..
i realise someone else joining us along..
and it's not the 1st time, well well.
as i ask why must he join us.. is..
just because he's bored n nowhere to go???
n think that it's okay for him to follow???
oh dear.. fly away my precious day,
i'm really speechless at that moment of time..
it's not anyone's fault, just disapointed.
after knowing it, i totally dun have the mood to go out.
just thought of dying on the spot, wounds too deep..
asking myself why must these things happen on me??
dragged n wasting time, getting rid of the numbness,
that is spreading to whole of my body, can't really move..
and that's the real reason why i was late..
sorry for lying to u saying i was not feeling well..
just force myself to go out even the numbness still spreading.
i acted as if it's normal, n smiled normally as i do..
i dun mean to show fake smile.. it's really hurting inside.
in front of u, i dare not say anything,
dun wish to qurrel over that matter.
hoping tomorrow will be a better day bah..
and that's my day, most precious day..
that i almost cry dead in my heart.
happy 2 months =)
I LOVE YOU<3
